That day.....

Yesterday only 5 guy were there{sunway}
Plus me la...XP
Yu Jiun want to challenge me but dunno why i lost 3 times to him using Skyline-34....Manual
I really lost,but just that few meters away.....haiz....nvm la....next time challenge again....XD


Today sien dao~!~!~ nth to do in the morning......then later my mom call me go to taekwando.....
Unfortunally,i kena tendang at my jaws there......freking pain now........
I can't move my jaws like normal speed.....T.T


I dunno want to do what now.....just sien...
No leh,my mom dunno call me go where liao....haix.....
Let me die la...i just wanna stay at home....plus now going to rain ady...

Is my life frekking unluckly or its just that i was born like that...


I hate it..........i hate my life,why must i be born in this matter?..
Turned me up or down,swing me left or right...
just don't let me stay on earth...
But what the fuck is it going to do....
I pray everyday just to let me end my life faster,all i get now is a misreble life...
God i pray now just to let you know that i'm a boy not worthy of your power...
Just take me away to a place where only i am the one living there.....
I.................
You..........................
Lost ......

Sunway Lur!~!~!

Later going to sunway.......go people want to challange me drift....O.o
Both AE-86,Auto and manual....
See who reaches the finishing line first..XP
I not LC but if we play Irohazaka,hehe my 86 sure win you de....
I know how to use manual at all the drifting areas......hehe
Akina lagi easy.....but must see the last five corners la....

Akagi lebih senang but we won't be playing that...No challange...

Haiz......today 48 hot leh....
Feel like sleeping but because of the heat i can't....T.T

^^

I tried,but you didn't want to accept me....
Its ok,if you're happy,i'm happy.....
At lease I tried......
Now being back to single.......
Its still fun,just that.........{personal reasons}
I am really fine......
Don't worry about me,I alright.....
Go on with yours.......
I hope you get him........

Shopping....XP

Today was fun.....
Went to I.O.I sing K with my mom's friends{sounds weird}
But all of them age 20++ de la.....still ngam ngam de....
We sing song until 3p.m.
Start at 11 de....

After that,I went shopping with my mom....
Hehe,i bought 3 V-shape shirt.....
and then go down to the ground floor buy a bag.....^^
I feel a bit takut when i was at the lift there.....
Got one girl standing next to me,she keep bumping into me...
Starting i thought accidentaly de....than go down one more floor,she did it again...
She like smiling.....She like think i'm her BF....lol
After reach ground floor that time,i walk faster to get out of the lift....
She followed me......In my heart i was like:get lost....get lost....
Then i walked past the Nando's there.....she lagi pro,go touch my hand and then say sorry.....I cannot just push her away ma,then i told her nvm lo.....
She smile at me......walao.....she something wrong de meh?....
Then i went to F.O.S......my mom want to buy shirt,she was also there....
I went out of F.O.S....i sat at the chair there......she follow me.....i like want to tell her off.......
Then she sat the next chair next to me.....
She ask me what is my name....how old bla bla bla all that lo......
then she ask me want to be her BF a not...
I was stuned there...!~!~!
Then i jusst smile and then went to the toilet....


I called my mom ask her faster go to the car wait for me......
Luckly i didn't met her on the way out...
I told myself than i don't want to go there again liao.....

..ZZZ..zzzz

As Always......Its boring around my place....nth to do,nth to see...
I need what i need...
But i don't know what i want.......
All sorts of problems i have.......
And i got no one to talk to about...
Its not i don't want to talk,its just that i don't trust myself with it....


Boring day to start with.....
Just now just went out eat breakfast with my mom......
Saw a guy in pink.....with his girlfriend holding hands while eating.....
Sad because i don't have one.....
Happy cause I get to blend in with the gang....
Swt cause every hour,every minute,every second,is a lie....
Tired cause of the problems counterfering me.........


I just want to see a clear sky....
Not a sky that has crap on it....
I want a sky with clouds and birds........
I want friends who can really understand my feeling.....(i know i do have)
Its just a lie in life......its not how you lie back.....its how you try and break it......

Broke up....

We broke up last thursday......
And i'm happy for her.........
Idk what to say now.......its blank up there.....
But we are still friends.........

I have a strange feeling that i like her back....{not this one}....
I dunno why.......I'm trying to do anything to tell her this....

I must not fail this time....
I can do it.....but the problem is,how.....
I thinking every time on how to do it......i asked my friends,they all say just tell her....
But i can't {personal reasons}

I want to be with her together......I really want to.....
I need to have my guts back like before.....

School..!~!~!

Today last period of class was PJK........it was very funny.....
We got kesihatan check today......We did pumping,sit-up and naik turun bangkul....
I did 40 pumping in 1 minute.....and 60 sit-ups in 1 minute and last,55 times naik turun bangkul.....
I was competing with some of my friends....but some cheated a bit....XP

But,still fun la......XP

Today at school something wrong liao......i was not doing the teachers work....then i was writing something on my book{secret} the teacher came behind me,nth happened.....if not she will rampas my book de.......last time kena ady.....but this time teacher didn't.......

Yesterday lagi funny.......i bu shuang at class....teacher dunno yet....when see called me to read the kertas she gave,i read like bu shuang like that......than the teacher ask me what happened.....i told her i { Ka-i Pore) means da fei gei...{Lied to her} XP...
Then she ask me what is that..i didn't answer.....Lol the indian guy infront was laughing.........and then i walk back to my place......then i slept....lol...nth to do so sien..~!~!

Today same thing teacher teaching,i was eating at the back of the class.......Sien lo....

I'm just waiting for this friday....no school plus i can meet suki......~!~!XDXD
Dear,i want to hold your hand......i want to hug you when i sleep......and i wanna kiss you in the morning...!~!~!Muackz!~!!~ I Love You..>!~!~!~!~!~!